I am back!

Hi everybody! I have no idea if anybody still reads this, but I completely forgot about my blog till now.And I wondered, “Why don’t I write a post again?” So, here I am! Writing a post for my blog again!

I’ve not done a lot lately. I went to 2 shows last week. Both of them were of Spanish bands. The first show was a Perro Raro’s one. I did not take any picture cause I did not bring my camera, so I found out a video and I’m gonna post here so that you can have a look at it!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=itUYsbWpvGY

I also went to another show, a deathmetal-deathcore show, which was amazingly awesome! I was told that they are very good LIVE, but I never thought they woulde be soooooooooo good! Anyway, I got some pictures that I’m gonna show you.

The Band Apart LIVE

The Band Apart LIVE

The Band Apart's drums and guitar

Apart from that, I’ve done nothing interesting, but being upset, worried and today, I’m doing the shopping. haha. Anything else? Nothing. Hope everything is going great to you!

The Ring Girl says SEE YOU SOON!

Composure – August Burns Red

Shake it off.

Pick yourself up, they say.

Your life fell apart in your hands, and you’ve got the scars to prove it.

It’s not the first time, and they’re getting deeper.

Pull it together.

Button up your shirt.

Roll down those sleeves.

Don’t let them see how you’ve coped.

More and more your demeanor looks like quicksand.

It seems like you’re giving up on everything you worked for.

It’s pulling you under.

It’s gripping around your throat.

Life can be overwhelming, but don’t turn your back on the strongest crutch you’ve ever.

They have always been there to brace your fall.

Wave goodbye to the past.

You’ve got your whole life to lead.

It’s time to gain some ground.

COMPOSTURA

Deshazte de ello.

Entérate, dicen.

Tu vida se ha deshecho en tus manos, y tus cicatrices lo demuestran.

No es la primera vez, y se están haciendo más profundas.

Aúna esfuerzos.

Abotónate la camisa.

Desarremángate.

No dejes que vean cómo te las has arreglado.

Tu comportamiento se parece más y más a arenas movedizas.

Parece como si te estuvieses riendo de todo por lo que has trabajado.

Te está arrastrando hasta el fondo.

Te está asiendo alrededor del cuello.

La vida puede ser aplastante, pero no le des la vuelta al apoyo más fuerte que hayas visto.

Siempre han estado allí para cogerte cuando te caigas.

Dile adiós al pasado.

Tienes toda una vida por liderar.

Es hora de que ganes terreno.

I moved out!

Yes! I moved out and now my life is even less tidy. T_T I thought this would be perfect to start from the beginning and stuff, but I don’t have a job, I’m not studying when I should study… you know. I should start now! Well, not now cause it’s nearly 11pm, but I’ll start tomorrow.

I wanted to see all these people from College, but they were not there when I got there of they were there but at any of their classes.

About the move…that was tiring! I got my back broken, definitively… Even though I had help from two cool guys!!!^^ I hate my bed T_T There are springs which hurts my body .T_T

I hope you guys who read this are having fun!

CLOSED FROM NOW ON

Till my life gets tidy. Or however it’s said.

Have you ever felt that your head is about to explode？

This is how I feel right now. Why? I dunno. Maybe because I’m lying to my parents, I’m doing something that I do not like. I’m trying to find out what to do with my life…

It’s pretty hard to take it, and I’m sure that lots of you have felt like this in any time of your life.

What have you done? Did you do something to assuage it? Advises, advises! Any way to avoid yourself? (Screaming and hitting pillows are already ruled out).

Thanks.

I went to College to have a look!

I was told by Kris that the College changed, actually what changed were the cafeteria, which turned to be a fashion-chic-orange cafeteria, and the trains. This stupid screen where it was displayed these stupid stops… are funny and pointless.xD

Anyway! I went there to read these books I got for the course I’m taking about marketing, and that was very boring. I had a look inside our Faculty and I started missing these moments I had last year. I’d really like to keep going to College just to feel that I’m a university student and having my friends around… But I’m not studying there anymore. I got this feeling of having wasting time these last years studying at school and having done all these entrance examinations that I passed… I don’t know, and then I think of my parents who always wanted the best(talking about school, College, education…you know) for me by paying those amounts of money… You know. In some way I feel guilty, I don’t want to, but I do. I can’t help thinking about it. Please, make it stop! I do not like studying!!! But I feel like a loser!!T_T

This is supposed to be my first College day this term…

But as I said, supposedly, cause I am not a university student anymore. I didn’t like it. I thought it was going to be different. I liked languages and I believed it was a career where anyone could improve his/her English, German or even French! But it wasn’t. I thought that it was different as it finally was. Now I’m doing nothing. I gotta do this course I took of marketing, which I do not like, and you’ll think I’m a loser. I can assure you that I am. I really am. I was lied by this stupid guy. Now, I got 2,000€ off my bank account, by small slaps.

Now, I’m at home, back from seeing this guy with whom I love being and writing this post to finish with my computer time and go to play God of War!!!^^ I so love that game. I think it’s the best PS2 game ever! Because of the game itself, but also, because of how it’s made: the animation, the character, the theme…everything! So if you got the PS2 or the PSP(cause there’s this game for PSP as well) and you have never played this game, please, go and buy it! Cause you won’t regret of having bought it once you played that game.

Now, it’s time to talk about yesterday. As it was my grandma’s birthday, my whole family(well, actually nearly, not all of them) went to this Chinese-Chinese restaurant to have dinner and celebrate it. When I finished eating, I was so stuff! Cause when I saw something that I could eat(cause there were a lot of non-vegetarian dishes), I was the first one to take almost half a dish of that. hahah. Yeah, I’m such a greedy and unpolite person; but, as Kris knows so well, the dishes we can eat are the first one which are finished.

And tomorrow will be my first meeting with my american(as all of the translators call their language exchange partner).

Have fun, guys!!:D

Last day. The worst day.

Yes! I know that I’ve not been updating with very happy posts lately, but it’s true. The worst things happen to me! I don’t know why, or who, but whoever is who is making my life being so hard, please stop!

I’ll start to tell you the story from the beginning.

I slept about 11pm yesterday night. I was very tired cause I slept 4 hours the day before. I wake up alarmed cause I thought that I was late, and you, who know me, know that I switch off my cell phone everytime I go to sleep and I do not switch it on till I’m awoke. So, I switched on my cell phone cause I thought that I didn’t set up my alarm and I saw it still was 5.24am, but 2 seconds later, I got an sms from Lucía which said that she called me at 5.58am, which was nonsense cause it wasn’t 5.58am, but 5.24am, so I thought that it would be from the day before, but then I thought about it and realized that Lucía did not work by that time the day before. 1 second later, I got another sms from my boss, Elis, and it said that she called me at 6.01am. That really scared me cause that was the time when I would be supposed to get into the airport to work. So I ran to my sister’s bedroom to have a look at her cell phone and it was 6.29am!!!! That was weird! Then I put on my clothes and wanted to ring my boss, but I couldn’t cause when I tried to hang off, the key did not let me do it! I ran into my dad’s bedroom, cause he was already awoke and he told me that he would drive me to the airport So that make me feel a little bit better. I was so fucking stressed in that moment. I switched off my cell phone by taking the battery off it, cause it did react at all. Afterwards, I told my dad and he lent me one of his. However, I noticed that my phonebook wasn’t saved in my SIM card but in the phone, so I tried to switch my fucking stupid  and useless Chinese cell phone to see what was my boss’ phone number to call her. I called. We talked for 30 seconds and then an annoying and non-stop noise started ringing in the phone. I tried to switch my phone again, but nothing happened just like what happened 10 minutes before. So I took the battery off it again. I prayed that my boss’ called me, but she didn’t and then I had to pray that she would be in the little room where we all leave our belongings when we’re working, cause I would not be able to get into it if there’s nobody in there. I would need a key if I wanted to. I thanked God(aka Pablo.xD) when I saw Elis in the room and I told her the story quickly. That was a bad summary of the real story, I swear, but I could not do it better: I had to start working!

When I got in, I tried and tried and tried to switch the gadget on, but it wasn’t worth it. But, finally, after 20 trials, I got it! I could switch it on! And I copied the whole phonebook by hand. What else could I do about it?

So, that’s my story. Plus, my boss is pretty weird at me from now on. I do not know why. Ok. I can get it, but… It’s understandable, isn’t it? Things happen!

Anyway! I met up with a friend of mine from College who went to Japan and we updated each other by telling our experiences in Japan and (me) in London. That was cool, cause we went to have an Iced Caramel Machiatto with Soy milk… yummy! :9

Then, my mom called me very angry and I had to get back home, but the train stopped in the middle of the tunnel… Cool! ¬¬ We were inside the tunnel about 25 minutes. T_T But if you add 20 minutes which took to get from the center of Madrid to where the train stopped and add as well 20 minutes of waiting for the bus… make up more than an hour! So when I got home my mom started to yell at me, as she always does.

Have fun guys! And I so hope you to have a great time! And for you guys who start your classes tomorrow… Good luck!^^

See you!

Oh, yeah! By the way… My cell phone is now dead and I’m using this huge brick as a tool to call people.

Tired. Again! I so wanna sleep! T_T

So yes! I got back home from a hard work day. I got up at 4.30am, after setting my alarm at 4.10am, 4.20am and 4.30am. When I finally decided that it was the right time to get up cause, if I didn’t, I would have been late.

Then, I got in the cab, and that was scary, cause today it was raining too badly, and the roads were like ponds… When the cab went by over the puddles, all the water splashed the windows.

I got upset when we got there(the airport), cause nobody wanted to come with me to my terminal. These two guys came with me obliged to do it. Afterwards, when we had to pass the security control, I forgot to leave my cell phones in these trays, so it beeped. I passed again through the machine, and I beeped again, so I went back and left the other cell phone. But this stupid whore who is supposed to be the security agent had to feel my whole body ¬¬ That was weird and very little nice. So, I was really really angry by that time.

Then, I had a short sleep, and I went back to my natural and normal mood, so everything got better. We worked a lot, but it was good.

When I was finished, I left Lucía behind cause she was leaving later, at 6pm; and I got to get the bus, where I slept, and then I got the metro, where I slept, and then I got to the Official School of Languages. I got my marks, which were not very good. That means that I got this Intermediate I level. I confess that I got worse these last 2 years when I´ve not done anything for improving my Chinese.

Anyway! I fell asleep at the metro again, when I was going back home, and here I am! Writing in this blog instead of sleeping, so… I’m saying bye-bye cause if I don’t sleep now, I’ll die.

I’m finishing tomorrow!!l!I’m not working till I do not know when!!!:D

Have a nice day!!

Tired…very very tired!

So! This day has been a really hard day!

Yesterday, this fucking bastard came to my house, actually my parents’s house, and fixed this stupidity about the internet thing… So, I could not sleep because of the smell he left in my bedroom ¬¬ Just kidding, but! Seriously, how can a guy stink so much?

Anyway! I was supposed to meet up with Lucía and Kris yesterday, but I couldn´t. When I got home, I got a tiny headache, but my mom was already back, so she didn´t know what to do but yelling at me… FUN!!! ¬¬ That made my headache get more hurting. That’s why I went into my bed and slept. And my sister wanted to kill me, I do not think so although that’s what she told me, cause I asked her to call Lucía and warn her that I was not going to her house anymore. T_T And, why did she get upset? Or…embarrased? Cause she is too shy. o_O haha

What about today? I got this amazing call from this little person I adore *_* And then, I got back to work.  T_T Really really stressful. And I could see Nader after a really really long time!!:D I missed his jokes. He’s such a great person

Have fun guys! I’m about to eat something and then meet up with Adri to have a vice to this cheap dancing machine. ^^